Tawar Hati

Tawar Hati.Ini bukan tawar yang datang dari terlebih minum kopi bukan jugak tawar yang datang dari lidah yang melecur.

Ia tawar yang datang dari pengalaman yang merobekkan jiwa dan emosi.Pernah tak kau lihat seseorang yang serik bekerja di sesuatu tempat ?Itu la contoh tawar hati.Kesakitan yang hanya kemaafan dan hati yang cekal boleh menyembuhkannya.

Duit?Duit boleh beli PS4 dan Motor ducati tapi hingga sekarang duit tak mampu beli kemaafan.Redha itu di hati,tak semestinya mulut kata redha bermakna hati pun sama.Contoh mak ongko bagi duit 100 ringgit untuk belanja harian,tapi entah tetiba kau pergi buat beli baju.Kemudian kau minta lagi dan dia kata hmm bila tahu kau buat macam begitu.

Itu la contoh orang tak redha dengan kau.Dia balas dengan hmmm je.

Itu semua cerita pengalaman.

Kena pulak ngan mamat yang tawar hati sebab putus cinta.Heh,manusia ni macam-macam dia nak tawar hati.Padan muka pada diri gak bila terlalu setia dan memberikan hati sepenuhnya.Rasa dah berapa banyak kali dah pendakwah kata wasatiyyah(bersederhana).

Percayalah cakap aku,segala benda pun kalau terlebih akan buat mudarat.Buat baik dan beribadah pun begitu.Ada orang beribadah sampai tak kisah hal dunia,ada orang buat baik sampai orang pijak kepala.

Baca separuh dari tulisan aku ni,aku sendiri aku dah menserong ke topik ala-ala tazkirah dah.Konon nak bajet deep, dah jadi tulisan ni serabut.Ah aku teruskan je la.

Pokok pangkalnya jangan jadikan tawar hati yang anda alami untuk terus berada di takuk lama dan menjejaskan diri.

Everyone has their own past,so move on.You dont live there anymore.

Bak nyanyian jason Mraz dalam lagu living in the moment.Semoga jadi satu pemangkin kepada kehidupan yang baru dan mantap.kekekeke.Dengarla lagu terblogged di bawah ini.

"I'm letting myself off the hook for things I've done
I let my past go past
And now I'm having more fun
I'm letting go of the thoughts
That do not make me strong
And I believe this way can be the same for everyone"

A skater A wanderer

The teenage boys goes on wandering for hours on his skateboard,which is his only way  to escape all the mess of drama he encountered in his life.

A few meters away,he found a ledge.He sit on him while staring at his scratched skateboard deck and truck.He said
"My friend used to say,a scratched deck and trucks are proof of how much the board had gone through,it could be from two reason.Whether the skater are experienced and skillful one or he just careless.The same it goes to human being.The scar on our heart or body could be a indicator of our experience or our carelessness toward ourself"

He smiled when remembering those moment.Moment when his life are full of excitement and friendship.To his knowledge,all of that is gone for now.His friend unwelcomed him to "their" place.

Its all due to slandering of one of his friend.He sometime couldn't accept the fact he is officially abandon by his so called group of friend.Sometime he blamed fate for the incident or he blame himself.

After few hours of speaking to himself.He take a step backward and ollie and smith grind the ledge.
As he landed he said"I would be like this board,even being scratch by its owner for a thousand time,i will still obey the owner of me and accept this fate that god had set me on and never to disobey god"

With all the talk which he directed for himself,he ride into the sunset.

Finding a new live,new friends and new courage to start over what had been undone.

For all what he knew,thing could happen twice.But how bad is it to feel  those wonderful thing again even if its not permanent?

Dont ever scare of failure,cause the only failure is never to try.